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Speaking In Tongues
Words under ecru sheets...
Created on 2006-08-14 04:35:27 (#10907157), last updated 2009-02-10
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| Name: | chai |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 09-26 |
| Location: | pasig city, Philippines |
If you've known how it is to live a life of sorrow, loneliness, and despair, then you would know exactly how I feel. And only then you'll understand... I merely existed. My life was nothing. It was empty and cold. Senseless. I was only waking up each day just for the sake of breathing. Shallow. Inside, I always felt myself shivering, quivering, shaking and dying slowly. I was as good as dead. I didn't want to live, to go on.. I just did so because I had to. You know why I had to? Because I’m expected to. It was all just for show. I couldn't live with that. I kept holding on not exactly certain off the reason to do so. That hurts me even more.. That made me to simply fade away into the darkness. Because I felt there was nothing for me out there. I wanted to hide until I die.. For so long I've tried so hard to stick to the fight. You don't have to utter a word.. Because you don't have any idea on what I have been through and maybe you wouldn't want to know... It's barren... You might not have the heart and the readiness to understand... Shut up for once and listen to what I have to say... Things I kept within me because you would not understand. You never have given me a chance but regardless, I’m saying this anyway because... I deserve to be heard even though I’m always been misunderstood...
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University of Santo Tomas - Manila, Metro Manila, Philippines (2004 - present)
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